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Never mind the shape I'm in.: Borderline Personality Disorder: Fighting back. →
For those of you who don’t know, in the summer of 2012 I was diagnosed with, amongst other things, a personality disorder called Borderline Personality Disorder, or, in other words, BPD.
(If you’d like to know more about BPD before reading click here for a great resource.)
Otherwise, I will…
Couldn’t have said it better myself….This girl has the best words….
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SAM-e
So, because I am against psychologists, and traditional medicine for depression, I decided to try something else. I am horribly depressed and it sucks. So I bought some SAM-e in 200mg. It is recommended to take 400mg and later up the dose to avoid stomach problems. i took 400mg a little while ago and then waited a bit to eat, as it is supposed to be on an empty stomach. Some people say the felt effects that same day some say it took a few weeks or days. I am hoping this works as I a really tired of being depressed. I would like to keep an update going about this stuff here and my youtube channel… So far after a few hours my stomach seems to be a bit cranky but i don’t think it is from the SAM-e i think it is just my IBS. Also, this stuff is good for arthritis, so maybe my hips will be better soon as well. Wish me luck!
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"They prefer you flawed.": People with no mental illness are always quick to judge those suffering from one. →
They always say, “just be happy,” or “try harder,” or “your life isn’t even that bad.”
But they have no idea what it’s like. To be pulled into the darkness by your own hands daily. Even just getting out of bed is a daily accomplishment. I don’t fault them for not understanding, but fuck, could…
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HELP PLEASE!!! SUICIDAL FRIEND!!!
My friend that’s been staying with me, has recently become more and more depressed for whatever reasons, and Im worried about him. What do I do? Please help, even if you never read anything else I have to say read this…
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Nothing lasts forever
i haven’t felt this level of anxiety in a long time…not sure what I am going to do about this. I have already done something really stupid, not able to justify it. More recently I have been suffering from a new affliction, i think I have RSDS, and I am not happy about it. My sister has it and it seems to be exactly the same as hers. I have shingles and turns out that can cause RSDS. I am very unhappy about this. Tramadol seems to help but makes me incredibly unhappy and sleepy. I hate the hangover from it, and it really seems to amplify my depression.
In other news, My roommate, is having issues dealing with his emotions and I think it’s reflecting on myself as well. Not sure how to deal with this stuff right now. Just kind of a mix of a bunch of different things.
‘Bob” also appears to be a mild problem. He seems to be stirring up some jealousy when he comes by, but as long as it doesn’t bother me, it doesn’t bother him. So, other than the scarcity of his visits, everything there seems to be staying the same for now.
I just don’t know what to do. Also, I am having some serious PMS, a toothache, and headaches from needing glasses, also stressed about finances as well. So that’s my rant for the day, stay tuned for a tarot post.
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Mercer's Poems: I Should Be Dead →
I don’t know whether you find changing your bed sheets irritating. I find it irritating. It seems to wear me out like no other household task. I look daft while doing it. I utilise the method whereby you turn the duvet cover inside out and pulling it over the duvet; it usually ends up with me…
