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Once you try to kill yourself, your life is changed forever. You can’t seem to function properly, and even on the years to come when someone mentions suicide near you you flinch a bit. You take suicide jokes as a mockery of your pain and you take people’s laughter as the end of your friendship. Once you’ve attempted nothing seems right anymore, and nothing will for a really long time.

agreed

(Source: forevermisgiven, via depressedgenius)





Anonymous said: tumblrmarketing(.)com is showing how silly tumblr is. they'd do worse than facebook in the stock market. just giving free shit away

Why is it the only freakin messages I ever get are from marketing retards, scam artists, and porn? FUCK THIS SHIT…Stupid grayf aced ass wipes



Horseshoes, hand grenades and thermonuclear warfare

Sooooo…been awhile…whatever

I almost got to go to the Grand opening of a BDSM dungeon down the street from my house!!!! The promoters decided to postpone to a later to be announced date….ahhh…This may not seem like a big deal to some, but I have not been to a club since October 2009, and I have not bee away from my daughter for more than an hour or 2 for about a year….again, may not seem like a big deal, but I am a single mother with very little help in raising my daughter. She is high functioning autistic and more than a hand full….I go to school, online, but still it’s a lot of work, and somewhere in all of that I have to take care of Sam (daughter), keep the house clean, and try to keep the peace within my household of too many people that shouldn’t live together. I was so excited for this one night break, i would have gotten to put on make up, let my hair down, dress up and have  good time for once….I am now under the belief that I do not deserve the break…that is another story about how I think I am a ad mother….doesn’t help when my mom told me I need to care more about my daughter….I could write a HUGE post about all of this but I am exhausted, it is 3:30am and i really want to go to bed„ but my hay fever medication seems to be keeping me awake….I am going to take a benodryl and fall over in my bed…. 

Pink Floyd- Wish you were here

The title is what I used to say after “almost only counts in….” 



#life  #allergies  #school  #mom  #single mom  #autistic  #autism  #I NEED A BREAK!!!!!  #My life  #mother  #depressed  


I just wanted to see pictures of cute boots

ebpearce:

Never ever EVER look in the ‘boots’ tag. 

NEVER EVER EVER



EDIT: WHY DID YOU LOOK IN THE BOOTS TAG?!

What has been seen can never be unseen…….Why does this exist?!?





REBLOG IF YOU WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOUR FOLLOWERS WOULD DO IF THEY OWNED YOU FOR 24 HOURS

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Possibly furthering my education.

krystle-dot-exe:

I’m looking into University of Phoenix… Anyone heard anything about it? I’m thinking about going for a Bachelor’s in Web Development.

I guess I’ve racked up 108 units from Cabrillo/Skyline/CSM. Yikes. Might as well keep going, right?

Was just passing by your post and decided I would tell you that as a Phoenix student, it rocks! The advisers are super helpful and have been with me all the way through, I graduate in December and my first adviser called me just to see how I was doing. A lot of people complain about Phoenix because it is not a degree mill. You have to work your butt off….Most people just want their degree handed to them. Please do not let my writing skills be a testament to phoenix, i just suck at writing :) Anyway, I love phoenix…my sister, best friend and his wife all love phoenix and like everything it has it’s ups and downs, but it is all worth it. 





Anonymous said: I like your blog sooo... go to tumblrtasks(.)com and sign up. It tells you how to make $$$$ online by doing easy work. Best 10 bucks I ever spent.

Yeah…some gray faced a-hole is gonna tell me he likes my blog and how to make money with it,when I very rarely blog…and it’s never good content…thank you gray faced guy for reminding me of my shitty content, fail blogging, and lack of readers….f-you gray faced ass monger



Did you ever feel like GOD?

urhajos:

Now it’s your turn. You can decide whether i should stay alive or i’ll have to commit suicide. Did you ever feel such superiority? You can decide about the future of a human being, the choice is yours, so what?